is this her name??

does she exist?
who is this masked little mover and shaker?
when will she make it out of me? and how?
tonight we went out to dinner with ben's parents. on the way, ben talked about studying torah with ronnie. i miss text study and feel it slipping away as i enter complete and total motherland, babyland, birthland... no more tehillah for a while. very weird. anyway, we will be making space for each other me and baby girl. ben just gave me permission to make sophia her middle name. wow! that's exciting to me. i thought i was in labor, but it was just indigestion. for now anyway..i think my brain is becoming wallpaper paste like diane sharon said it would.

Waiting....

We are waiting for Shoshana to go into labor. Could happen any day now.